its been a long long long time i never update my dead blog.

so,
HAPPY GUOTONG
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
&&&
HAPPY BOXING DAY!
had a little christmas outing on the 25th at jusco. reached there at 12pm and settle some ticket stuff. it was so hectic!
have to hunt for those ppl to pay up their ticket money. then have to ADD tickets for kong long, and laimay cause they didnt confirm earlier with tc that they wanna watch The Spirit.a stupid movie -.-
Luckily those dudes willing to shift places :D
but poor kong long he had to sit in front of us alone, nvm we are just behind you !
phew~~~ at last all ticketing stuff are done for that 1.45pm movie. we sat at the benches in a BIG crowd.
we are distracting ;)
tc was noobly taking pics using my handphone lols. have a look :-

Laimay sesat camera.


bass gang -.-


eng soon the introvert , keigan, and tc having his eyes shut
and we have the very own solo picture featuring....
JOEL HO !




everybody this is me on the far left -.-

what the hell !!! suddenly joel only say wanna join us for movie and its already 1.30pm !! rushed to the cineplex and did a "spontaneous" ticket order again with laimay. cause we knew there's one more seat left in the same row with us but not sitting beside us. nvm just buy it see what we can do inside. okay so those dudes are so kind and shift for joel but waikeong have to go back row in karpor's row but sitting alone. then tc talk some crap and those fella shift for waikeong again.thanx ipoh langs.
the movie was bawring and was based from a comic. its mostly black, red and white. laimay was trying so hard to laugh but failed. she jau lei sleep but joel, sitting beside her kept laughing and laughing and laughing when nobody did. haha laimay sure "swt" . haha i dont know about the back row peeps which are
ashnoor, keigan, teenwei, karpor, vanessa & waikeong
mine were,
khaiwern, tihnchern, foh joon, laimay, joel, lye hoe & aliff
then konglong sitting in front. after the movie went to Station Kopitiam for lunch.



definately not i snap. coz its damn blur -.-

karpor, teenwei vanessa and yugaraj went to Mcd left us there =(
laimay waikeong teenwei's & yip's gang went back earlier after lunch. left fj, keigan, joel, aliff , tc and i all go CC.
damn BORING la cc -.- some more i dont game geh. they were CS-ing. yaya keigan damn pro




waikeong or tihnchern ???


okay so everyone went back at 8pm (:
lastly, happy boxing day
i got no presents for me to open *sobs* all were unwrapped in the 1st place.

bye

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i want them all! spot the odd one heheh and reply to my comments (;
tc, get them for me

ahhh~ just came back from kl again hehehe.2days 1 night at my aunt's place. i prefer to stay at my mom's place because its just 5minutes walk to Bukit Bintang. but she's so busy because her company is having some event. Starhill Gallery, Journey to Time thingo o.O ?whatever
reached there about12pm had lunch at some restaurant beside Swiss Hotel. the food was...too much pork >.< charsiew, siew yuk, soup with sliced pork inside, taufu with minced pork topping and others were fish, chicken and vege. then went to 1Utama and reached there about 3pm. it was rainning. Sorry uncle because he have to drive us there even though my aunts were complainning that 1Utama is a not so nice mall compare to those at Bukit Bintang. but still wanna go hehe.never go before mah. now i know hw is it already ^^can't buy anything from there because its NOT NICE. sorry to say le those clothes there really not that nice even the same brand and the price is something like Pavillion's?? like FOREVER 21, i cant buy anything from 1Utama but i bought a baby doll top and dress from Pavilion!!!. and also a long sleeve black top with many many many buttons from La Senza. didnt combine with other pants to make up rm129. those are like for sleeping i feel =P had lotsa crabs for dinner. i feel that i kena racun even now -.- the next day after breakfast when to LOT 10's Isetan. and yet i didnt buy anything again from there because mostly are for work wear and too mature i feel.my aunt bought only. hahaha then head up to PAVILION! bought some clothes as ive writen up there. Sheesh i saw that peach pastel colour skinny jeans from Padini Authentics but didnt get to buy. time is running out have to go already. aiks i still wanna buy more more & more shorts, t shirts and skinny jeans for CNY !! and too bad i've got no pics with me heheh.
to tc, im too ugly to take pic ar >.<

*the colours of the clothes and the malls' title are highlighted according to their original colour lols*

okay. im back no more emo post (;
let's talk about my results for my previous piano exam.i FLUNK my piano exam.grrrr
i got a PASS, 65/100 marks. nvm its over.pass also nvm lo...not fail mai can le hehehe. shuen lucky ge lar.
technical work: 10/15
allegretto grazioso: 13/20
a lighthouse in the fog: 14/20
variation XI,XII & Coda: 14/20
sightreading: 6/7
general knowledge: 7/8
aural test: 2/10 hahahaha i suck in this
afternoon session most of the grd 5 and 6 fail their exam.haha at least i didnt :p
thought the examiner, MR C.TUTIN was a nice person, see see fail so many ppl. evil version of mr bean's face!
Goodbye grade 6.
say HI to grade 7.
zzz today 1st day of grade 7 piano lesson also learn exam songs already. see 1st page also feel like crying.sobs.lols.damn hard to play the scales lahh.
sighss. my scales are so teruk and the number of the scales to play are 4x of grade 6.they contain so many major, harmonic minor, melodic minor. some more and as usual, FOUR OCTAVES but in STACCATO! then the arpeggios got what what root position,1st inversion, dominant 7th , diminished 7th -_______- *speechless* so many many millions of scale to memorize. doom! as you all know form4 life is also invading me, how am i going to survive? pity me hor. look below.
e.g C major legato
C major in staccato
C harmonic minor legato
C harmonic minor staccato
C melodic minor legato
C melodic minor staccato.
that's just a C. and there's lot more of keys.you guys know right???? hahaha
one more thing, chromatic scales in a minor 3rd apart T.T total= 110 scales to play.
new stuff in grade 7 scales are: all playing in staccato manner, normal SCALES & CHROMATIC scales in 3rd apart, and 1st inversion arpeggios.
wish me luck. bye

worst day of my life !!!! 6th of dec i hate you. the world just went upside down.
people around me hate me i can say that.i feel useless.
that person said i complain a lot. that's a person that i trusted so much told me that. i can't stand but i've to hide. complaining is what girls do right ???? yeah i do complain a lot. how can you change a woman's nature i shall say. and again, that person said i need to change. always say change change change zzz. say until as if im so freaking teruk. don't change will die like that. don't change like mou tak gao. i hate that !!! i hate people calling me to change.as if that person is always right and never realize own mistake and wat ownself did to me. don't you feel grateful when you need me im here. and when you don't you totally forgotten about me. think of what you've done to me. alright, FIND SOMEBODY ELSE then if you think i always complain.
find somebody which can hang out with your juniors along. find somebody that willing to wait for your replies. find somebody that can stand your busy timetable. find somebody who willing to plan every outing.
Am i that bad ???
i will change but i won't show out please. i don't need people to know about my life. quit asking me to change. eventhough i suck the shit out of me -.-
the other person said i always fad pei hei. since when i fad at that freaking person swt. i hate it. i know ive anger management problem. who cares, can't stand then leave me. im trying to get used to it if people leave me =)
that person thinks that he's so mature. keigan is right, its just 1 year diff. puhhleez!!! who you think you are la to say that we are kids and not mature enough. a person who said another person immature and kid is actually a god damn IMMATURE person. cuz we don't find adults, which are mature already saying us like that.do we? sorry if ive offended you =)
sob from midnight to morning. and guess who is the person who accompany me. its laimay. she tried to comfort me but i still feel pissed with that person. haha and i made her feel pissed off with her boy too in the end. i appreciate it eventhough she slept halfway while she were comforting me. okayy nvm i und she need to sleep and i was being trained that people leaving me by dont reply my msg.
the whole dawn sobbing alone. im not lying. up to you to believe or not i can't do anything.
woke up at 6am.eyes were looking on my hp whether there's any msg. dissapointed, there's none. manage to sleep back. but laimay's msg woke me up at 9am -.- i need to sleep!!! i need to waste time. there's nothing to do if i wake up.i will be alone doing nothing at home. that feeling just suck
couldn't sleep back after all. just hug my bolster and rain on it. how stupid am i.
sighss im nothing good. i bring sorrow and problem to people. nvr a joyful person i feel.
and that bitch is taking all my friends away from me. i can't do anything if people choose to leave me.
i dont give a damn.
maybe i should leave ipoh and go kl meet up with my mum after taking my pmr results. whole new environment.
i don't deserve anybody. what laimay said is correct. anybody can fail me.even you, but god never. people change, they can like you for now but doesnt mean eternity. because nobody treat me like how they used to.
speechless already. don't need to sympathized me. otherwise feel that im faking it or whatever
this post is full of anger, unsatisfied, sorrow, and 1litre of tears.